Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Some days...

Some days Sweden feels tooooo far away and I want to jump a plane and go Home! Some days I miss drinking coffee with my friends, I miss my language - spoken not written. I miss my mother, my brother. I miss all my friends, my families, my horses. I miss having a horse that Feels what you think, that you can turn with just the shift of your hips.

Some days I miss the rain, the mudd, oh heck, I even miss the swedish Stores! And the volvocars, and the dirty shetlandponies. I miss you all. Everything.

That's where Kaiser comes in. When in doubt - go out and play, and cuddle. He's my little angel. Oh yes, I still miss Baltazar! Of course I do.. and the cats. ALL of the cats. And I miss it so badly my heart breaks.

Kaiser helps. A lot! And I'm so grateful to have him around. It's hard being on your own, far away from everything you know. And my hubby is great, don't doubt that at all! He's just amazing. Hubby and Kaiser. <3 But frustration don't go away too easy somedays, and somedays are a day like today. It sucks. But I know it'll pass, and later today I'll feel better, but till then. Kaiser's my king.

And he blows my mind everyday! <3

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